Death is Divine!!! In loving memories of Indian soldiers who shed their blood to protect us

DEATH IS DIVINE

They say It is dark...

I wonder why......

In my lap when I caress it

Do not… My people cry

Re-living it all in no time

No none should bid me goodbye

In every Spring you'll hear me sing

The bitchy breathe I lose..C'mon do not accuse..

Damn! M not gone

See I mark a new sign

Freaks read the history in future

Sing it loud...THE DEATH IS DIVINE...

Don’t call me that...A MARTYR

Hail me! A mother's blood shed

Look there she strongly smiles..

I'm her resplendence, her pride

Oh man!! I want to hug them all

So firm to free so tender as to thee..

Hit me hit me really hard

For what binds me to retard

My baby brings this auspice

Weep not… Forever me in all eyes

Damn m not gone...

                                    --Shivani Mukherjee

What If I was not!

         I used to think what if I was not...

What if I was not filthy rich,

How hard would life be on the pitch

my comfy cradle, easy meals

and all the booohahaha on flying wheels.

So I thought this is what I want

and  a dream that can be brought.

                               I used to think what if I was not...

What if I was not rewarding

all my years I struggled for a name

what is I burnt them all, Oh what a shame

I saw the ladder and crawled and crawled

in the fanatic rush my friends I brawled,

Left people who loved me back

and yet I thought I am on track

For ??? To be there on the top??

                  I used to think what if I was not...

One fine day something happened and........

what if I had never thought of it.

There are plans amde unsaid, unheard

no back ups and comes like a flood

It sweeped me away, my time my plans..

No risks no mitigations...just left to learn and learn

I saw the passing time, the sunset the noon...

from weeks to months a year very soon.

The birds dont plan and yet sound forever sweet..

neither rains make mind  before falling but don't they smell wow wenevr we meet?

We miss moments today and plan for coming time

we swaste relations and trade them for dime,

We grow old with lonilness and not love,

We die by rules and live for planned purposes to serve.

I now think..... what if I AM not...

What if I am not living today?

and merely persisting between if yes ad if not

I close my eyes and put my hand on my heart.....

I feel it beating and faces began to flash,

I know at this moment THIS IS MY WORLD

and here after I breath and breath for them.

I conquer this descision and let the world think its rash,

I stop to care what comes next,

for what is not is the best.

No more ifs and buts.....

Toevery next moment I embrace with open arms saying a big YES.

For its my choice tosmile for now and not crib for tomorow..

I earn now and spend it for this minute and not leave it to redeem for a luxurious evening somewhere tomorow..

This you may call whatever you feel

But hereafter my mind I seal..

Flow with the beats and calm my senses

Live  proudly no matter in pieces...

An obedient student of life now.....

I refused to think what if I was not.........................................